So I’m taking a break from blogging about Cancerland for the moment because right now something seems to be consuming more than abnormal cell growth…abnormal reasoning.
When I was a little kid I used to play school in my basement…not just a couple of times but all the time. When I wasn’t playing school in my basement, I was at a friend’s house playing school in their basement. Being a teacher was just something I always wanted to be when I grew up…out of everything I could have possibly picked…doctor, veterinarian, nurse, journalist, actor, scientist…I chose education. I always liked the idea of having people, books, activities, and constant learning around. My mom used to get upset with me for reading under my covers until all hours of the night…especially “Where the Sidewalk Ends”. I was constantly exploring, thinking and wondering as a child but always seriously concerned about everyone else around me. In fact, my kindergarten teacher told my mom that I was going to grow up to be either a teacher or a nurse. My bank account wishes she thought I was an aspiring microcomputer CEO…but in all honesty, teaching is where I belong. It’s definitely not for the money, but the challenge and personal reward of helping a kid making sense of the world and finding possibilities along the way. Yep, there are horrible days with kids who don’t pay attention or throw fits…but in comparison to what actually goes well we have so many more great days. I’m pretty sure that I’m not exclusive in the way I feel about teaching…it’s an extremely dynamic, fast-paced, demanding and low paying. It definitely takes drive to stick around in this field and the people that do get stronger every year. I know it’s crazy, but I can’t see myself doing anything else.
Texas legislature is meeting today to perhaps undo YEARS of excruciatingly hard work on behalf of teachers, teacher organizations, parents, and education advocates. Education is already suffering so much and the proposals on the table to increase student/teacher ratios, cut teacher salary and benefits, change guidelines for contracts, number of working days…just about anything that can be thought of to really hit teachers below the belt is up for debate and it’s SCARY. It’s not enough that intelligent, dedicated, self-less people who already are extremely overworked and underpaid may even get less…it’s the whole thinking that cut-backs and bullying the already stretched system is going to fix education. Wow! The lack of thinking behind this…how in the world are kids going to get to where they need to go with bigger classes, less support, less funding for materials and resources, dissolving special programs that both refine and challenge learning…it’s like putting someone in the middle of Death Valley with only one canteen of water for a week…yep, you have the resource there but it’s clearly not enough to survive. Unfortunately education cannot be ran like a big business…teachers and students are NOT replaceable cogs in a wheel…the ouput is knowledge gained, not a tangible product like a semiconductor.
The nations that lead the world in education are putting into the system what they are getting out of it…investing in their children and future. Teachers are respected, valued, funded for additional professional development…highly qualified people are treated well so they stick around for these kids! No matter which side of the political fence we are standing on most of us are in agreement that what is being proposed or not proposed in public education is at a crisis level.
So I don’t have time to march up to the Capitol with my big fat hot pink sign of protest because I don’t have any personal days…but if I did that’s where I’d be. Why are they always picking on teachers? If they want so much from us we should at least be valued…sometimes it feels like they have even forgotten we all actually have at least one college degree. Non-educators making education decisions…it’s like me being the Chief of Surgery somewhere…I’ve had surgery, I know what it is, but I am hardly qualified to make decisions regarding it.
Well, there is my soapbox. Texas legislators, I pray you make the best decisions today for our students and educators…budget aside.
Cancer still sucks, but I needed to get this education stuff off my chest!
Inspiration today…smiling little faces at 7:15 am turning my grumpy, no coffee frown upside down.
Indulgence…coconut milk ice cream with a tiny, tiny hint of chocolate syrup. I’m kaled out for the moment, although I keep chewing on this leathery green like a good vegan should.